; o ; oh gosh!!!!! thank you so much, i’m really flattered.
you’re absolutely gorgeous yourself so!!!
I wish she would listen to you, that’s such a shitty position to put you in when it legitimately makes you uncomfortable
yeah i wish too but i’m pretty much tired of trying to vocalize things with her because it always turns into “it’s not fair.” and i just, idk. it’s not fair that i’m uncomfortable.
but she says it’s because she doesn’t want to leave me alone because it makes her feel bad and I’m just feel like saying “well either way to me you’re absent so i’d rather you just not be here.” i don’t know. i just feel like a lot of my feelings are invalidated because she says that she doesn’t make my friends not come over to the house and I just have to laugh because it’s not even slightly the same situation—-at all. She can say no and there’s nothing I can do to it and it’s not stressful because it’s not like they’re trying to intrude or move into my life.
a lot of the things she says to me just sound very selfish, like i’m not allowed to vocalize to her or say things about that kind of stuff because it “exhausts her and she just can’t deal with it anymore”.
WOW SORRY, I JUST KIND OF DUMPED THAT OUT.